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When one door shuts, another opens.
To properly say goodbye to 2013, I thought it'd be best to bring back a personal favorite and give it another try. AND THIS ARRANGEMENT IS SO GOOD TOO ASDFGHJK-//slapped
--- It's New Years Resolution time again! --- Many things have changed since I last posted one of these and although I've faced times so difficult that I used to ask myself everyday "Do you want to run?", I never did. I've spontaneously laughed, cried, given up, and stood again through some of the craziest times I never thought I'd endure. It's funny, but as much as I so wanted to believe I knew the future, it's completely blown up in my face. Every. Single. Time. I'm slightly impressed haha!
Anyway, what I'm trying to say is that I want to try letting it fall away and stop trying to act so cool through everything. So, future me, try not to fear tomorrow, enjoy today, and remember that smiling isn't childish. Just move forward because your next step might just be awesome.
Happy New Year everyone!
Cover Video: http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm21985490 Bass 黒釈迦様 mylist/36188530 @kuro_shaka Violin たしふん様 mylist/26431690 @tanshin_hunin Piano＆Chorus ゆんな様 mylist/37645794 @hydra_fastbreak
Original Video: http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm20470051 Original Lyrics/Music/Arrange/Guitar：Jin | Twitter @jin_jin_suruyo Movie: Shidu
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Years run by and I'm living with your shadow Feeling more everyday that goes by I sit alone as I draw away thoughts in my mind
Fight the sun down a hilly road before us The hazy shape of a boy and a girl The rays give way stabbing holes of the heat in my eyes
"Why don't you butt out?" "Disappear and never come back!" Brushing off the hand that helped me
"I won't leave you" You were firmly yelling Grabbing to the hand that I held back
"You're annoying" Moving away to walk ahead and Never looking back as I leave you
Was it the real you that I knew?
Lesson learned, I don't need to turn the page of My life goes on, so I'll rot away here A time machine turning back to the day would be nice
Years fly by but I'm living, 'fraid of dying And drawing out hopes of "maybe someday" Though I know that I am never to see you again
Don't wonder why, wanna die, wanna die Grabbing my own hand, cursing it to hell as I sat there
Not a thing I can do might as well Live it up while I'm still alive and I'm breathing
In this midsummer dream maybe see The younger me that I was playing before you flew free
Back in the days where I had hid in the haze But slowly running ablaze and burning red in my brain
18 years, a boy no longer To wait for her to fall from somewhere Remembering the figures blurring in the Summer in a heart beat
Fight the sun in desert school grounds A smile from ear to ear, it resounds "Why don't we play a game?" Another round as you go 'round
"You okay?" with a worried kind of wail
Things like you wouldn't ever get me "You act so sad, but it's all just an act in the end" Today's a haze, better become apathetic Keep up the pace I had yesterday 'cuz I don't want your heat to ever leave like in my sleep
If I can't dream, you and me... that I'll see...and we will be so... Rather hold the past than to let go Never wake or I'll break from the shaking
Outside world that tried to reject me "But you can't see the day break again without tomorrow" As if I would care in slightest
Running by all these arid days that I'd kill just so they'd go away Yes, I'd rather be all alone!
18 years and kind no longer He cried to god but can't get stronger Reaching out both his hands to hold to Such a pretty smile he can't take
Fighting suns in such a small town "Oh god why can't you free me somehow?!" Suddenly every sigh I tried to breathe was stopping now
No can't go back (That summer day) It hurts so bad (Don't ever touch) Or it might break
A voice is calling out "Can you hear me?" disappearing Somehow now clear, aah so that's the reason Midsummer night dreams and I reach out a hand through the haze
Cry to god, a boy, no stronger And in those days he stood, no falter A summer smile I won't remember No, it stays the same forever
"Guess I died. And I'm so sorry" Goodbye's too sad and way too lonely Oh god, no, don't you say that you're leaving
Oh no don't leave me! I finally know those hazy figures Were just looking for this "me"